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there he stands
shining blindingly
hair styled naturally
delicate features killed by harsh lighting
soft skin becomes porcelain
honest eyes masked behind coloured lenses
face set into skilfully perfected expressions
speech flowing with meticulously crafted words
voice straining to sing like a silvereye bird

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Can someone pull me away from Tumblr.

It's been another year again.

But Tumblr is so effing addictive I don't even know if I can live without it now.

Okay I was exaggerating. Of course I can.

I think.


I'm actually thinking of reviving this blog again. Oh well, eventually.

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Going for another interview later at 3. Gah, all the way at TPY too!
They said interview, but hopefully it's just to sign a form.

I can't wait for dinner later at Zach's place, I think the steak will be good! This time it'll be a little lonely though because so many people won't be coming and sleeping over. :(

Oh well.

I'm hungry. D:

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The future is scary, isn't it?

Thinking about it, I have absolutely no idea if my dream is gonna work out.. I have basically little or no confidence at all. 
Even now, my future looks kinda bleak.

There are so many "what ifs".
What if I fail? What if I don't have enough financial support? What if it's really tough and halfway through I want to quit? What if it isn't the job for me?

I'm not strong-willed and many of my worries will probably happen, but I'm going to try my best anyway.
It's my future and I'm the only one who can make it happen, right?